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dark_jester @ 2001-11-29T18:05:00

2001-11-29T10:59:51Z

But a nice shock....

dark_jester @ 2001-11-29T18:02:00

2001-11-29T10:56:50Z

Hello and welcome to my albany life.
Today i woke up.
Today i went to the doctor who told me i might have Anemia and put my in for a blood test.
Today i walked home and generally laid around the house thinking. i've never had anything wrong with me before in my life. Its interesting. Sure, i've been sick, but never DISEASED. Hrm, interesting thing was Trea called be up after my brother sent her a message about me being in the hospital, i diden't think she cared enough, bit of a shock.

Heheh Im in albany

2001-11-28T11:24:08Z

And very very bored. Welcome to my albany life, presently all my friends work during the week... I have been really lethargic from lack of meat lately so i haven't been beaching it EVERY day, but i have been attempting to. Im not exactally sure why i am down here... but i do have a comfortable bed, BUT NOBODY to share it with ! ahg! oh well, im sure i can deal with that untill i get back upto perth. *sigh*

dark_jester @ 2001-10-24T02:08:00

2001-10-23T18:00:55Z

here i am at 2:00 in the morning writing code. i am trying to make an assembly program play happy birthday and ED (evil dave ) is molesting me about why i don't like ganbling

dark_jester @ 2001-10-19T00:59:00

2001-10-18T16:52:52Z

It has just been brought to my attention that my ex-girlfriend has started spreading malisious rumors about me. It became noted after a couple of my girl friends started acting hostile towards me... When approached i found out why, apparantly my ex-girlfriend is telling everyone who knows me that i have been saying that i slept with them. This makes me feel really bad, and i cannot imagine how bad this makes them feel. This is an official detraction to anyone who reads this. I have not been sleeping with anyone since i broke up with my girlfriend. If you have heard from somone that i am sleeping with anyone, or you. i am not. This is all because i went over to patricias (ex's) house and tried to get my vacumecleaner and kettle back... because my parents wanted them in albany. I got the cleaner, but she refused to give me the kettle.. so we argued, and things were said. Needless to say she is pissed at me and trying to get back. Im sorry. I appoligise for her actions. To make matters worse(im assuming) a good friend was actually told directly by patricia that i said i slept with her. This makes me feel worse, i suppose patricia has accomplished her aim. If you are reading this (you know who you are) Im sorry that you have to be put through this, im sorry if what she said offended you in some way and i am going to be correcting it personally by telling everyone who i think has got the wrong impression the truth.

Thankyou everyone. Please take whatever my exgirlfriend says with a pinch of salt. she will do anything to hurt me.

dark_jester @ 2001-10-18T05:34:00

2001-10-17T21:27:08Z

I don't know anything about the code DAMMIT! If they had a copy of my code it would make life much easier... but since last assignemnt a few of my friends got in trouble for copying my code EXACTALLY i warn people before giving it out :) seems to work a charm.

dark_jester @ 2001-10-18T05:32:00

2001-10-17T21:25:53Z

urk, just did an allnighter with my friends karl and evil dave, not sure whym i have completed most of my work. Just basically helped them with coding the entire time. Now i get to goto uni and help people with their code as well *sigh*. The bit which irratates me is that everyone seems to have a copy of sams code.. which is very much different to mine, and they still expect me to help with with its teathing problems.

dark_jester @ 2001-09-30T03:09:00

2001-09-29T19:02:43Z

Well my dates are screwed up and i can't be bothered changing them around, so i will post this here.
1. This entire journal was made in 2001
2. The last 3 posts are in the wrong Order
3. i Can't be bothered changing it untill im at uni
4. have a good night

dark_jester @ 2000-09-30T02:49:00

2001-09-29T18:42:47Z

Well i can't belive i actually had to put in a ban for anonomous posters, but i juess there is no dealing with some people. neway, short post today. I woke up and coded, have been coding assembly language programs for like 2 days now. not much sleep. Karl came over and took me to the casino instead of northbridge with my ex (she piked) met up with brad and some of his friends. Karl and Brad called me a slut all night and told the girl brad had with her to stay away from me, which irratated me, cos i only wanted to be friends... can't remember her name, but she doesen't like hugs. Neway came home at 3 and are hardcore coding right now for microprossessors. nearly finished. Heh. Have fun :)

Eeek! Its Raining!

2001-09-28T11:50:20Z

Its raining in Perth, Noe, it is POURING and lightening so I'm hoping it won't come down the phone line and fry my modem while I am writing this, Gee the things I do for you all :) neway it is now 7:30 on a Friday, I have just gotten up from sleeping for like 12 hours! Usually this would be weird, at any other time for an insomniac :) but I am very ill, and hadn?t had sleep for like 2 days, sure, I laid in bed for like 4 hours... but not sleeping when your ill is SO MUCH DIFFERENT from not sleeping when your healthy, you get to sit, and THINK about how wretched you feel :) neway. The mail reason I slept for so long is I stayed up all night at the university doing microprocessors, ada, and being sick :) got a heap load of it done as well. Its hard when a lot of people rely on your help :) neway, its Friday, if I get my stuff together, I can complete my assignments before digital and Northbridge! Got to fly!

HELLO! for the first time in ages i am updating my journal

2001-09-27T16:23:23Z

Sorry everyone :) i haven't posted in a while. The reason for this is simple, so much stuff happened to me ALL AT ONCE, that i coulden't post anything for fear of somone i know reading it and knowing about how i truely thought about the topics :) i don't even want to relay what has been happening, but if you know me, icq me and we can chat! Anyway, today is the 28th. I am at uni. and ver ver ver ver ver sick, i don't remember ever being this sick, and to top it off i need to do some inportant assignments ver sooN! and they are hard! and everyone relys on me to get the source code for the freaken things! Oh well, It seems out of this i have a new girlfriend :) Amy. i like her a lot, Perhaps to much. Oh well, i will have to sort my feeling out about a serious relationship before its to late to do anything about it. I have been having a hard time respecting or trusting females since bad experiances, most i diden't post about, and she deserves more than that. Bah, let me not dwel on it ;)
I have a full weekend, DIGITAL on Sunday :) northbridging with my ex girlfriend and Brad (check out his journal, slack bastard) saturday. Perhaps the show with Melisa :) a girl i met up with at a party, ANOTHER ALBANIAN??? what are the odds?!??! look out show!! VIRGINS ON THE WAY!

dark_jester @ 2000-09-12T00:14:00

2001-09-11T16:07:30Z

Hrm, this is some bad shit. I cry for the people who died.
Interesting i was so depressed yesterday? probabaly not a connected event however i like to think it was.
i need sleep for uni tommorow.
i can;t belive im going to bed.

dark_jester @ 2000-09-10T19:40:00

2001-09-10T11:34:10Z

Im so very ver depressed. i don't know why.
this is much worse then when i was dumped by my ex girlfriend.
Urk. There is no reason for me to be depressed

I went to madhatterz, had a wild night. was intense.
well, i can't seem to write anymore. Sorr.

dark_jester @ 2000-09-06T23:14:00

2001-09-06T15:08:17Z

Right, because of demand I guess I need to write about my day as well.
It is Thursday. or Friday. I forget.
I'm on cloud 9, but there is no emotion option for that.
I'm probably not going to ever see her again, but it doesn't sadden me at all.
Do I belive in love at first sight? Does anyone in this dayenage.
Do you know, I wrote the first poetry since I arrived in Perth today.
It was good, at least I like to think so. But I ain't posting it.
Lots of work today, lots of programming computers in assembly language.
Fuck, something is wrong with my personality. I'm all snappy. and sore. and I have no patience. It very weird. I must have PMT or something.

dark_jester @ 2000-09-06T21:44:00

2001-09-06T13:37:59Z

Im in love.
*sigh*

dark_jester @ 2000-09-06T01:10:00

2001-09-05T17:04:11Z

Well, Wednesday. I think. *thinks* yup Wednesday. Karl slept over last night so he could get a head start on the morning 9:00 lecture (ack!) nothing interesting happened today except.. Uhhhhh. about 12 of us went to the galarea... (a shopping mall) and had lunch, played games and threw around ideas for a web site in the making. No secrets yet, and I implore those who know the secret URL not to post it in the comments. Its going to be a fun site for the social aspect ECU which is missing, and a chance for us to fool around with a digital camra.
Galaria was interesting, and I met a new girl... Shazza. she is kewl, however I am unsure of her age. she looks about 20, 21. Hope to talk to her again.
It has been brought to my attention that another of my friends could be having serious social problems. I will not mention HER name, and I hope noone else will but I will write more on this as it develops.
Anyway, you would have noticed that this Post is a little more jerky than my other posts. I don't really have a reason, I am just trying to keep this one short. Heh.
I went bowling on Monday, and WON! woo!
Earlier in the week I was actually in uni and hooked up with some Protesting friends of mine, and we hit the streets together, trying to get ... like signatures, that's it, against a nuclear power plant which is going to be built over the other side of Australia. We already have one ffs!! Neway, I can't attack the governmental decisions all day. Again they tried to make me join green peace and again I declined :)
Hrmmmm, anything else happened over the last couple of days? only that I worked out that females are too much trouble than they are worth again. I figured I would give them another chance, but bah, can't be bothered anymore. Much better as friends, any more than that just complicates matters.
Neway, I don't know if I have forgotten anything except for the shameless plug to two others of my friends who just got live journals. You can check them out in my friend pages. enjoy your day.

dark_jester @ 2000-09-04T17:40:00

2001-09-04T09:33:38Z

Hello again, I am back.. because of demand, to fill in what I did on the weekend.
Well. it went like this. I was hired ( no money passed hands *wink* so I am not a prostitute, however I can make exceptions if you want to hire me *nudge, nudge* ) to be a friend of mines boyfriend for the evening :) and then we would go out clubbing. Hehe, went off without a hitch, he was very quiet throughout the entire evening... and my friend found another good "friend" later in the evening... so it wasn't that far from the truth.
After a totally filling vegetarian meal, which I shared with lots of people I will never remember.. and M, Jackie and lynsey... us having tequila slammers at 3:50 each.. I had a jack and cola, and 2 slammers.
We went to the bus station, where we met like 3 kewl people, who invited us back to their house for drinks... unfortunately we couldn't go, because we were meeting people in northbridge, and they didn't want to goto northbridge because they had bad experiences there... oh well. we arrived and met up with two more of my male friends, Karl - the self declared taxi, and Mike - who had never been out with me before and I guess didn't know what he was expecting. Since me and my friends were already pretty tanked we stumbled from the train station, got harassed by hippies.. stole their flowers, and put them into the gun of a busker who was harassing people with a shotgun.... He got arrested shortly after that by police.
The first club we attempted to get into was the palace, I was wearing some very spiffy BLACK shoes just for this occasion. I got in, and he stamped me.. little did I know that the stamp did not give me free entry! it was just a checker to say if I was 18 or not. Very very interesting... Hrmmm, they have changed the system since last time I was here... NO MORE FREE ENTRY! AGH Neway, everyone who was 18 got in. but two of my friends dropped a bombshell. one was 17, the other was only 16. Ahg, oh my god. BINGO, we got rejected. I am guessing this new system has sometime to do with the suprising amount of police around. we tried lots and lots of Clubs, the only one we could ALL get into was the taipan room.. Damn I don't like the taipan room, so after succeeding, we went to the closest pub for a drink.
I ended up having 3 more tequilas which I licked off my female friends necks, and one off some girl who was standing near me at the time.. don't worry. .. I asked her first :) I think... Neway.
we spent a lot of time in the pub, met some kewl people, mad LOTS of drunken incoherent phonecalls to our friends on mobiles. FINALLY karl suggested we hit his car and pick up some redbull. It was a long walk, and I ended up carrying M for a fair distance (M if you are reading this I remember your name :) just not using your real one, its a thing I do if they do things they might regret in the morning) and stealing newspapers off homeless guys. WAS NOT MY IDEA! don't hit me! ahgs! nooo!
neway, we got there after a lot of tomfoolery and people complained of being tired, so we returned to the clubs driving in karls car, with M laying across our laps... since she was already very drunk.
neway, we tried again at a few different clubs, and they did not let the underages in... very disappointing.. I don't know if I like going out with underage people. good for company, bad for clubbing. We ended up in a corner of the taipan room, dancing, since we couldn't (at this time) fit on the dance floor. We were waiting for the imminent arrival of Evil Dave, who was coming to say hello to lynsey. tonight is the night!
neway, After dancing for a while, I noticed M wasn't having much fun, so I harassed her about it and she asked me to dance! woo! We danced for a while, and then everyone danced, but it didn't look like she was having much fun, which gave me the impression that we were just dancing as friends, kinda disappointing because she is very interesting, neway, Evil Dave arrived and him and lynsey started dancing :) and then Jackie and Mike. Soon everyone was dancing except Karl.
Soon, M got tired, so we left the dancefloor and sat down in the corner again, everyone joined us and I rubbed ice onto the overheating m's body.
We left the club again. This time to goto a park? kings park? I don't know. I have forgotten :) beautiful view though. M Jackie and Karl stayed in the car. While me and Lynsey, Dave and mike tried out classical dancing, lynsey got very excited over the sweep move :) and she allmost got it correct, but I still think it looked wrong :), I suppose you have to actually be dancing to hit it in... or something.
Neway, we got bored after one of lynseys friends arrived and left so we decided to hit the road and have some fun :) after driving around for AGES we arrived at a beach. A BEACH! I HAVEN'T SEEN A BEACH SINCE I LEFT ALBANY! my god it was amazing, however all my friends would not skinny dip with me :( looses. The view was radiant.
Neway, Dave and lynsey stayed behind. and Karl dropped ALL of us off at our respective houses. Oh well :)
and that pretty much was my Saturday. Sorry this took such a long time in getting to you, but it seems I have less and less time to actually fill this stuff out. hehe. Enjoy... I am hoping I have not forgotten anything.

dark_jester @ 2000-09-01T16:30:00

2001-09-01T08:23:42Z

Supsies everyone? I suppose i better fill this even, even if i don't have the time... for yesterday.
Yesterday i had planned to do nothing, goto the gym and stuff. It did not turn out that way. I recieved an e-mail. " Come to my house tonight, we goto casino! - Mark ". Damn, i had organisied the casino night for saturday! ahg! So after a lot of ringing around and messing with EVERYONES plans it was decided that we were going to the casino tonight. I was lucky enough to orgainse a lift with my good friend Nickm and while we were in that part of town picked up an old school friend justin. I was lucky enough to score a lift with my roommate Richard, great! he took me all the way to my friends house. and i totally appreciate it. Met up with everyone at marks house where i caught up with another school friend... Deb! great! she has changed so much. Her hair looks great and she has lost soooooooooooo much weight. Neway. we got to the casino eventually.
Bright lights, noise, heaps of people.. that about sums it up.
I managed to loose all the money i went in with :)
However we left early, because the friends i arrived with won lots, and decided they would only loose for the rest of the night. Suited me, since they bought pizza, chips and alc :) Mmmmmmmm. Jack. i like drinking jack. Neway, we just got plastered and watched movies for the rest of the night.,
that was pretty much last night. sorry this is breief. however i am in a rush! cya laters!

dark_jester @ 2000-08-31T00:44:00

2001-08-30T16:38:38Z

Supsies???
hehhe, what a weird word.
Neway. here is my journal for today!
Got up EARLY... for a uni student and an insomina sufferor.. i got up at .. 8:00. planning to have a shower and get to ecu for my group meeting... however the world decided different... my ROOMIE (evil evil person) was using the water... and used ALL OF IT. i had to wait untill like 11 before i got a shower... i coulden't get under the water while it was cold! ahg! In the end one of mt uni mates had to come around ( and get lost in the process) and take me to the meeting... BAH so embarassing! however i did get to hear the very cool extended version of twisted!! fun fun!!
Neway, since our meeting (yet again) caused yet another run to the galalaria... inspired by a friend named daniel.
DAMN! its like 12:30
i have an early start tommorow. Uhhh, what else did i do.. Nothing really. Urk, tried to play bball... But the lights woulden't turn on. Did microprocessors. uhh.. Talked to some kewl people on the net. and Organised going to the casino on saturday.
Lynsey and lots of her friends are going elsewhere. pity :) i love dancing with her, and she will have even more girlfriends with her this sat! woot! oh well, maby i can convince my friends to go and play in northbridge as well as the casino. doubt it though.

NEWAY> NEED SLEEP> SLEEP GOOD>

dark_jester @ 2000-08-30T00:20:00

2001-08-29T16:14:30Z

Hello all :)
Uni today. You don't know how bad it is to get up at 7:30 in the morning... when you can actually get to sleep ( damn I hate insomnia) you manage to SLEEPWALK, that's right I managed to actually get up, turn off my freaken alarm, and get back into bed without waking up. That is Incredible annoying, since I only had time to pack my bad and leave in order to get to uni.
Right, My friend Brad wanted to be put into my journal so this is from him. a quote which he said when I told him my journal entry would be late.
"awwwwwwwwwwwww
the crowd yells awwwwwwwwwwww
the Internet crys awwwwwwwwwwwww
the world gose awwwwwwwwwww
the universe go awwwwwwwwwww"
Well there we go, Apart from a little sting to the gallarea, and a very boring ADA class in the morning, which led to me juggling in class, and generally making a nucence of myself. I also made a paper swan, its really easy if you scrunch up a bit of paper and.... well, your going to have to actually ask me.
CHRIST is it 12:00 already??? I need to get up at 10:00 tomorrow for uni, .. uhh, what else happened at uni today.. Played basketball, talked on ICQ Bad general fun with some new friends.. Adrian who works at Woollies at the gallarea. Ate something REALLY bad from the health shop.. like a kebab thing,, which had NO TASTE. Uhhh, some wedges, Looked for a portable UV light to replace karls. Didn't find it. Ohh well.
talked to a friend of mine i had a relationship with in Albany, Rebecca, Apparently she is coming up in about a month, so I guess I'm booked to taking her out and showing her a good time. dammit! I can't deal with my own life AND everyone elses. Dave is asking advice for his right now. Bah, there was SO MUCH MORE that happened today which I can't remember, damn my tired memory. neway I'm off to have a shower. ICQ me if you want to have one with me. ha HA!

dark_jester @ 2000-08-28T01:55:00

2001-08-27T17:49:40Z

Sup, its Monday. But its like 2:00 so its actually Tuesday. *sigh* I'm getting behind in my posting. Nothing much happened at UNI today, Skipped the lecture. Dropped in on my ex-girlfriends house... I can deal with that now that I have had the ego boosting weekend I have, she wasn't in so I left a cryptic message informing her that she should phone me... Since I had lost her phone number.
Neway, Sam was having a bit of a problem when we left uni, his car seemed to have spontaneously turned on its lights, and wasted all its lights.. heheh so I waited with him until his parents came and bailed him out.
It was at this moment When someone I didn't know phoned me. I didn't know it but it was Mishelle. a girl I knew from Albany. I just thought it was someone I had met at a party, and they had somehow got hold of my phone number (don't you hate that?) But this girl is really kewl :) Neway. I find out that for the last couple of weeks she has been having a relationship with a friend of mine. Graham. Woah, talk about a small world :)
Graham also called me up today :) talked for approx 2 hours on mobiles.. oh well. he paid for it. It was good to actually communicate with someone from Albany... and afterwards I had a intense craving for pot... Albany will do that to you. He has had a fucked couple of weeks but it is getting better ;)
A friend from Albany Asked me to include him, because I talked to him for 15 minutes while writing my Saturday report. So this is it "swifty" Hah, you don't even get a real name.
and right now Ben ... a friend from Albany.... is to actually stoned to talk to me. hehehe. Albany. I'm pretty sure something else happened today that was worth talking about, but I forgot it Oh well. Enjoy :) talk to yas tomorrow.

dark_jester @ 2000-08-28T01:22:00

2001-08-27T17:16:39Z

I Slept with two girls on the weekend. Well, I could have, but now that I have your attention and aroused your curiosity enough to read the entire post I might not have, it might be a deliberately misleading statement, it might be a lie, but you will never know unless you READ ON.
Well, I was having a nice night, sitting at home, about half way through 12 monkeys when my friends Karl and Dave rocked up, teared me from my sanctuary to goto Karls house and get tanked and then hit the Northbridge clubs... apparently I am classified as the "life of the party" *sigh*. Neway, We went to karls house where we started drinking Vodka, Bourbon and something else. Very soon I got bored... not drunk. and declared that now was the time we should goto Northbridge and meet some interesting people.
It was then Karl decided to tell me that we were going into Northbridge via his mother... Oooooooooooh, shame of shames *hangs head* times like this I am happy I live with roomies.
We arrived in Northbridge. Walking about my friends showed me the sights. Karl had his sights set on going to the "palace" so we tried that first. BANG! My friends were let in, but I wasn't, Reason?? My shoes. My orange raving shoes were not good enough for this establishment! ahg! So after breaking the bad news to my friends we tried elsewhere. I had never experienced this sort of ... Uhh.. I juess you could call it closeism before?
Bah, who needs them.
Neway, we took a trundle over to the Tipan room. Ooooooh. Interesting, As soon as we walked through the doors we molested my girls imploring my friend to take his sunglasses off. Since we got in for free *grins* I juess the bouncers just liked us, we hung around for a while, floor was sticky, not many people dancing, and then left. Bah.
The rise was the next on our list. Another ID show, another free entry :) wooot!
I liked the rise alot. ALOT. Music was bad, but there you go. It was just the fun and the dancing :) great stuff :) not like a rave... there were people there that looked like they were not having fun... and the socializing was different... because I think there were sober people in the place *gasp* Neway, My friends would not dance, and Karl got discourage at the size of a bottle of water... so we left... to find a pool table!
Pot black was full. So ... we went to some other place... can't remember. And stole one there. I got bored again so stole Karls phone (I had left mine at home) and started messing about. I saw "lynsey" in karls phone. Lynsey was a girl we met a couple of weeks ago at Karl's 18th Party. I was under the impression that Karl knew her directly. So told him to call her up! The more the merrier!! Wo!
He did that; Low and behold they were at the "time" a little way down the street. We got our game on and walked down there.
At the door we met up with lynsey and her friend Jackie. I knew that lynsey and Dave had a thing going, at least I suspected and re-introduced ourselves to each other. They had already had a thing going in the nightclub with two guys. So we got into the line (line ! ahg! I had to wait in a line! ) and gave them some time to ditch them.
The time was bad, very bad; I don't recommend it to anyone who knows me. Pop crap music, bad atmosphere. Expensive drinks. Not that I bought any. About the pinnacle of what happened was Jackie asked me to dance. WOO! Someone to dance with at last!!! FUN!
But in the end all our friends left us and we were left dancing alone... which is not as much fun as dancing in a group. So she moseyed over to find out what the deal was, and I stayed dancing with total strangers, heh, I love freaken people out :)
neway it wasn't soon before I was grabbed from the 'dance" floor and informed that we were going to dominion :) woot! To those who don't know what dominion is.. It is an alternative nightclub.. Or social place. I just LOVE alternative people.
So off we went. it was a bit of a walk from time, but worth it. I worked that out as soon as I saw the place :) I had been here before, in a different time, and hung around with a girl called May at the front of the place. Heh.
It cost 9:00 to get in. The first time I had paid out money all night. Worth it though :) Inside all my people I saw with found friends to chat with. Excluding Karl, he just seemed to sit there... and do nothing. Hrmmmm. I suppose he was tired or something. So I attached myself to some girl who was wearing angel wings and started chatting. Im sorry... if you are reading this, i don't remember your name :(. I chatted to anyone who came near me, including Lynsey and Jackie and danced! wooo! Dancing partners! Can't wait to go out with them more and have some fun.
Sooooooon, Karl got antisocial and decided to go. Hrmmmmmm, I suppose he was really tired or something, so we all left and deiced to all goto either karls or daves and get really tanked with Lynsey and jackie. It was my intention to see if I can get lynsey and Dave to be more interesting in each other... and Jackie kept coming onto me, I was figuring it was because she was very, very drunk. But it would be cool to have someone to snuggle with at this point in the night.
and so it was we caught a taxi back to karls house, at which point he announces that he is going to pike the rest of the evening... and we are left to four. Two guys and two girls. Well shit. * I think * this is suss now. But still I decide to goto Daves house.. Why not? What else have I to do :)
Dave drives, Lynsey in the front, Me and Jackie in the back. Sometime during the journey she takes my hand. At this point I am getting worried. I am not interesting in Jackie at all like that. I think she is a great person... but I don't know how to tell her. Urk. I am not ready for another relationship! ahg! It would be different if we were kissing... kissing I can handle, but holding hands is different.
Neway, it is nice, and warm :) so when she takes her hand away I put it back. Huh. Silly me.
After a huge travel we arrive there. But by this time, the girls are tooo fucked to drink anymore. Heh, I love being an insomniac, I barely even notice staying up nowadays.
Neway, Very soon Jackie Bailed and went to sleep in one of the available beds. I followed with the intention of telling her that I wasn't interested in her in that way didn't end up like that.
I ended up kissing her. hurm. This was a mistake. BIG MISTAKE. neway. I ended up staying with her until she went to sleep. And then I returned to the lounge room. Where we chatted until lynsey fell asleep.
I made a bed on the floor with all available cushions and layed down.. I can't sleep. And then Lynsey comes across complains of a backache and jumps into bed with me. at my request of course. She is very cuddly. I implore everyone to sleep with Lynsey if given the chance. Although she does talk in her sleep :) hehehe. Sorry Lynsey if you are reading this.
Neway, I cuddled with her all night, I couldn't sleep as per usual. So I got up to watch the sunrise later in the night. That's about it for my weekend, as I look back on it was kind of boring. I am sorry if I didn't include you in my night... its just I don't know if you want to be included or not (you know I am talking about you, heh, I guess this is yen) don't know why it took me so long to actually get its arse out there on the web. But in the morning we dropped both girls home... and I never got a chance to actually have a talk to Jackie :) I will soon. I hope. If she was sober enough to remember.
I will write what happened on Monday now. Bah.

dark_jester @ 2000-08-27T13:12:00

2001-08-27T05:07:08Z

Hey all!! its Saturday! Blue skys, me washing everything in sight! doing everything on my to-do list! ... well it would have ben if I didn't sleep in until 4:00!!! ahhg! My god! an entire day wasted!!! however I seem to have got over my insomnia.... but if it involves sleeping in until 4:00 I don't want to! ahg! I had SOOO MUCH TO DO! and I bet I am not going to sleep at all tonight.
Upside: My money came in! unless you don't know I'm a bludger student who gets youth allowance. so I can go out now if I wanted to :) but I think I'm just going to stay in and do some assignments. and make some music! I am working on a classical/tekno piece right now. Sounds pretty good... even if I do say so myself.
My roomie Lisa is playing her music very loud right now.. its not bad music.. but I think she needs to pronounce her dominance over everyone in the house or something :) its funny.
I can pretty much juggle now. IT IS AS EASY AS IT LOOKS. Sorry to all those I gave the wrong impression and subsequently gave up the practice :) IM GOING TO BE JUGGELING AT mad hatterz!! Great!

Hehe Monday. Sorry I didn't post all my stuff over the week. but there you have it, I just get tooooobusy. Neway. I had a plan To sit down, do some assignments and watch 12 monkeys on television ( I personally don't think brad pit is that Cute) but it all got Screwed up when.....

dark_jester @ 2000-08-24T20:53:00

2001-08-24T12:46:45Z

Yo! post for friday! i don't know if i have missed a day or not... but nothing much is happening in my life right now. I have started sleeping propaly again (6 hours a night! woopie!) But i still get bad feelings. I can't wait to be single for ages and get rid of them all. Heh :) i reckon its possible. on the upside i bought some juggeling balls today :) Woo! was going to replace a friends present which i accidently broke when i brought it to uni.... but instead i brought some juggeling balls....hehhe, i juess thats kind of selfish but i figure i will not see him untill monday so it will all be ok. i got him a kewl little portable UV light... he should love it... if i ever get it to him.
Somone actually came up to me in university today and said ... and i quote
" I hear your pretty good at programming, want to do my assignemnt? "
Eh? I thought i heard him wrong so i asked him if he needed HELP for it.. but no!
this guy actually came up to me and OFFERED ME MONEY to do his assignemnt.
Now thats just plain wrong and i chewed him out for it. i mean HOW are you going to learn ANYTHING if you pay other people to do your shit for you? Eh? What happens when they go out into the workforce and DO NOT HAVE THE nessary skills to actually preform the dutities required?? bah, i know im getting on my horse for this one but it irratates me :)
I don't have anything planed for this weekend. might just hang at the gym and beach... do some programming... usually boring stuff, the last couple of weeks have totally cleaned me out .. moneywise... kinda interesting, i have never really been to poor to go out in my life. i know how really boring people must feel now.
Neway, i gotta go practice juggeling :) enjoy boys and girls!

dark_jester @ 2000-08-23T15:41:00

2001-08-23T07:35:57Z

OMG i lost my juggling balls. ALL 3 of them. I AM SURE they are in the house soemwhere.... or my roommate who's balls i were using have just stolen them back... Hmmm. i think that is the best bet... but it means i need to find more balls ;( i don't have TIME for this! ahg!
On an alternate note. anyone who reads my journal why don't you add me to your icq list? or soemthing? i LOVE meeting new people. Especially albany and perth people :) since that is where i am commonly located. ENJOY. i will post again this afternoon.
Oh and if anyone sees my roommates balls can you give us a bell? i am getting worried.