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Thursday, November 29th, 2001
6:05 pm	But a nice shock.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:02 pm	Hello and welcome to my albany life. Today i woke up. Today i went to the doctor who told me i might have Anemia and put my in for a blood test. Today i walked home and generally laid around the house thinking. i've never had anything wrong with me before in my life. Its interesting. Sure, i've been sick, but never DISEASED. Hrm, interesting thing was Trea called be up after my brother sent her a message about me being in the hospital, i diden't think she cared enough, bit of a shock. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
6:18 pm	Heheh Im in albany And very very bored. Welcome to my albany life, presently all my friends work during the week... I have been really lethargic from lack of meat lately so i haven't been beaching it EVERY day, but i have been attempting to. Im not exactally sure why i am down here... but i do have a comfortable bed, BUT NOBODY to share it with ! ahg! oh well, im sure i can deal with that untill i get back upto perth. *sigh* (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 24th, 2001
2:08 am	here i am at 2:00 in the morning writing code. i am trying to make an assembly program play happy birthday and ED (evil dave ) is molesting me about why i don't like ganbling (Comment on this)
Friday, October 19th, 2001
12:59 am	It has just been brought to my attention that my ex-girlfriend has started spreading malisious rumors about me. It became noted after a couple of my girl friends started acting hostile towards me... When approached i found out why, apparantly my ex-girlfriend is telling everyone who knows me that i have been saying that i slept with them. This makes me feel really bad, and i cannot imagine how bad this makes them feel. This is an official detraction to anyone who reads this. I have not been sleeping with anyone since i broke up with my girlfriend. If you have heard from somone that i am sleeping with anyone, or you. i am not. This is all because i went over to patricias (ex's) house and tried to get my vacumecleaner and kettle back... because my parents wanted them in albany. I got the cleaner, but she refused to give me the kettle.. so we argued, and things were said. Needless to say she is pissed at me and trying to get back. Im sorry. I appoligise for her actions. To make matters worse(im assuming) a good friend was actually told directly by patricia that i said i slept with her. This makes me feel worse, i suppose patricia has accomplished her aim. If you are reading this (you know who you are) Im sorry that you have to be put through this, im sorry if what she said offended you in some way and i am going to be correcting it personally by telling everyone who i think has got the wrong impression the truth. Thankyou everyone. Please take whatever my exgirlfriend says with a pinch of salt. she will do anything to hurt me. Current Mood: pissed off
Thursday, October 18th, 2001
5:34 am	I don't know anything about the code DAMMIT! If they had a copy of my code it would make life much easier... but since last assignemnt a few of my friends got in trouble for copying my code EXACTALLY i warn people before giving it out :) seems to work a charm. (Comment on this)
5:32 am	urk, just did an allnighter with my friends karl and evil dave, not sure whym i have completed most of my work. Just basically helped them with coding the entire time. Now i get to goto uni and help people with their code as well *sigh*. The bit which irratates me is that everyone seems to have a copy of sams code.. which is very much different to mine, and they still expect me to help with with its teathing problems. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 30th, 2001
3:09 am	Well my dates are screwed up and i can't be bothered changing them around, so i will post this here. 1. This entire journal was made in 2001 2. The last 3 posts are in the wrong Order 3. i Can't be bothered changing it untill im at uni 4. have a good night (Comment on this)
Friday, September 28th, 2001
12:10 am	HELLO! for the first time in ages i am updating my journal Sorry everyone :) i haven't posted in a while. The reason for this is simple, so much stuff happened to me ALL AT ONCE, that i coulden't post anything for fear of somone i know reading it and knowing about how i truely thought about the topics :) i don't even want to relay what has been happening, but if you know me, icq me and we can chat! Anyway, today is the 28th. I am at uni. and ver ver ver ver ver sick, i don't remember ever being this sick, and to top it off i need to do some inportant assignments ver sooN! and they are hard! and everyone relys on me to get the source code for the freaken things! Oh well, It seems out of this i have a new girlfriend :) Amy. i like her a lot, Perhaps to much. Oh well, i will have to sort my feeling out about a serious relationship before its to late to do anything about it. I have been having a hard time respecting or trusting females since bad experiances, most i diden't post about, and she deserves more than that. Bah, let me not dwel on it ;) I have a full weekend, DIGITAL on Sunday :) northbridging with my ex girlfriend and Brad (check out his journal, slack bastard) saturday. Perhaps the show with Melisa :) a girl i met up with at a party, ANOTHER ALBANIAN??? what are the odds?!??! look out show!! VIRGINS ON THE WAY! (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 30th, 2000
2:49 am	Well i can't belive i actually had to put in a ban for anonomous posters, but i juess there is no dealing with some people. neway, short post today. I woke up and coded, have been coding assembly language programs for like 2 days now. not much sleep. Karl came over and took me to the casino instead of northbridge with my ex (she piked) met up with brad and some of his friends. Karl and Brad called me a slut all night and told the girl brad had with her to stay away from me, which irratated me, cos i only wanted to be friends... can't remember her name, but she doesen't like hugs. Neway came home at 3 and are hardcore coding right now for microprossessors. nearly finished. Heh. Have fun :) (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 28th, 2000
7:30 pm	Eeek! Its Raining! Its raining in Perth, Noe, it is POURING and lightening so I'm hoping it won't come down the phone line and fry my modem while I am writing this, Gee the things I do for you all :) neway it is now 7:30 on a Friday, I have just gotten up from sleeping for like 12 hours! Usually this would be weird, at any other time for an insomniac :) but I am very ill, and hadn?t had sleep for like 2 days, sure, I laid in bed for like 4 hours... but not sleeping when your ill is SO MUCH DIFFERENT from not sleeping when your healthy, you get to sit, and THINK about how wretched you feel :) neway. The mail reason I slept for so long is I stayed up all night at the university doing microprocessors, ada, and being sick :) got a heap load of it done as well. Its hard when a lot of people rely on your help :) neway, its Friday, if I get my stuff together, I can complete my assignments before digital and Northbridge! Got to fly! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 12th, 2000
12:14 am	Hrm, this is some bad shit. I cry for the people who died. Interesting i was so depressed yesterday? probabaly not a connected event however i like to think it was. i need sleep for uni tommorow. i can;t belive im going to bed. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 10th, 2000
7:40 pm	Im so very ver depressed. i don't know why. this is much worse then when i was dumped by my ex girlfriend. Urk. There is no reason for me to be depressed I went to madhatterz, had a wild night. was intense. well, i can't seem to write anymore. Sorr. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 6th, 2000
11:14 pm	Right, because of demand I guess I need to write about my day as well. It is Thursday. or Friday. I forget. I'm on cloud 9, but there is no emotion option for that. I'm probably not going to ever see her again, but it doesn't sadden me at all. Do I belive in love at first sight? Does anyone in this dayenage. Do you know, I wrote the first poetry since I arrived in Perth today. It was good, at least I like to think so. But I ain't posting it. Lots of work today, lots of programming computers in assembly language. Fuck, something is wrong with my personality. I'm all snappy. and sore. and I have no patience. It very weird. I must have PMT or something. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:44 pm	Im in love. *sigh* Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
1:10 am	Well, Wednesday. I think. *thinks* yup Wednesday. Karl slept over last night so he could get a head start on the morning 9:00 lecture (ack!) nothing interesting happened today except.. Uhhhhh. about 12 of us went to the galarea... (a shopping mall) and had lunch, played games and threw around ideas for a web site in the making. No secrets yet, and I implore those who know the secret URL not to post it in the comments. Its going to be a fun site for the social aspect ECU which is missing, and a chance for us to fool around with a digital camra. Galaria was interesting, and I met a new girl... Shazza. she is kewl, however I am unsure of her age. she looks about 20, 21. Hope to talk to her again. It has been brought to my attention that another of my friends could be having serious social problems. I will not mention HER name, and I hope noone else will but I will write more on this as it develops. Anyway, you would have noticed that this Post is a little more jerky than my other posts. I don't really have a reason, I am just trying to keep this one short. Heh. I went bowling on Monday, and WON! woo! Earlier in the week I was actually in uni and hooked up with some Protesting friends of mine, and we hit the streets together, trying to get ... like signatures, that's it, against a nuclear power plant which is going to be built over the other side of Australia. We already have one ffs!! Neway, I can't attack the governmental decisions all day. Again they tried to make me join green peace and again I declined :) Hrmmmm, anything else happened over the last couple of days? only that I worked out that females are too much trouble than they are worth again. I figured I would give them another chance, but bah, can't be bothered anymore. Much better as friends, any more than that just complicates matters. Neway, I don't know if I have forgotten anything except for the shameless plug to two others of my friends who just got live journals. You can check them out in my friend pages. enjoy your day. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 4th, 2000
5:40 pm	Hello again, I am back.. because of demand, to fill in what I did on the weekend. Well. it went like this. I was hired ( no money passed hands *wink* so I am not a prostitute, however I can make exceptions if you want to hire me *nudge, nudge* ) to be a friend of mines boyfriend for the evening :) and then we would go out clubbing. Hehe, went off without a hitch, he was very quiet throughout the entire evening... and my friend found another good "friend" later in the evening... so it wasn't that far from the truth. After a totally filling vegetarian meal, which I shared with lots of people I will never remember.. and M, Jackie and lynsey... us having tequila slammers at 3:50 each.. I had a jack and cola, and 2 slammers. We went to the bus station, where we met like 3 kewl people, who invited us back to their house for drinks... unfortunately we couldn't go, because we were meeting people in northbridge, and they didn't want to goto northbridge because they had bad experiences there... oh well. we arrived and met up with two more of my male friends, Karl - the self declared taxi, and Mike - who had never been out with me before and I guess didn't know what he was expecting. Since me and my friends were already pretty tanked we stumbled from the train station, got harassed by hippies.. stole their flowers, and put them into the gun of a busker who was harassing people with a shotgun.... He got arrested shortly after that by police. The first club we attempted to get into was the palace, I was wearing some very spiffy BLACK shoes just for this occasion. I got in, and he stamped me.. little did I know that the stamp did not give me free entry! it was just a checker to say if I was 18 or not. Very very interesting... Hrmmm, they have changed the system since last time I was here... NO MORE FREE ENTRY! AGH Neway, everyone who was 18 got in. but two of my friends dropped a bombshell. one was 17, the other was only 16. Ahg, oh my god. BINGO, we got rejected. I am guessing this new system has sometime to do with the suprising amount of police around. we tried lots and lots of Clubs, the only one we could ALL get into was the taipan room.. Damn I don't like the taipan room, so after succeeding, we went to the closest pub for a drink. I ended up having 3 more tequilas which I licked off my female friends necks, and one off some girl who was standing near me at the time.. don't worry. .. I asked her first :) I think... Neway. we spent a lot of time in the pub, met some kewl people, mad LOTS of drunken incoherent phonecalls to our friends on mobiles. FINALLY karl suggested we hit his car and pick up some redbull. It was a long walk, and I ended up carrying M for a fair distance (M if you are reading this I remember your name :) just not using your real one, its a thing I do if they do things they might regret in the morning) and stealing newspapers off homeless guys. WAS NOT MY IDEA! don't hit me! ahgs! nooo! neway, we got there after a lot of tomfoolery and people complained of being tired, so we returned to the clubs driving in karls car, with M laying across our laps... since she was already very drunk. neway, we tried again at a few different clubs, and they did not let the underages in... very disappointing.. I don't know if I like going out with underage people. good for company, bad for clubbing. We ended up in a corner of the taipan room, dancing, since we couldn't (at this time) fit on the dance floor. We were waiting for the imminent arrival of Evil Dave, who was coming to say hello to lynsey. tonight is the night! neway, After dancing for a while, I noticed M wasn't having much fun, so I harassed her about it and she asked me to dance! woo! We danced for a while, and then everyone danced, but it didn't look like she was having much fun, which gave me the impression that we were just dancing as friends, kinda disappointing because she is very interesting, neway, Evil Dave arrived and him and lynsey started dancing :) and then Jackie and Mike. Soon everyone was dancing except Karl. Soon, M got tired, so we left the dancefloor and sat down in the corner again, everyone joined us and I rubbed ice onto the overheating m's body. We left the club again. This time to goto a park? kings park? I don't know. I have forgotten :) beautiful view though. M Jackie and Karl stayed in the car. While me and Lynsey, Dave and mike tried out classical dancing, lynsey got very excited over the sweep move :) and she allmost got it correct, but I still think it looked wrong :), I suppose you have to actually be dancing to hit it in... or something. Neway, we got bored after one of lynseys friends arrived and left so we decided to hit the road and have some fun :) after driving around for AGES we arrived at a beach. A BEACH! I HAVEN'T SEEN A BEACH SINCE I LEFT ALBANY! my god it was amazing, however all my friends would not skinny dip with me :( looses. The view was radiant. Neway, Dave and lynsey stayed behind. and Karl dropped ALL of us off at our respective houses. Oh well :) and that pretty much was my Saturday. Sorry this took such a long time in getting to you, but it seems I have less and less time to actually fill this stuff out. hehe. Enjoy... I am hoping I have not forgotten anything. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 1st, 2000
4:30 pm	Supsies everyone? I suppose i better fill this even, even if i don't have the time... for yesterday. Yesterday i had planned to do nothing, goto the gym and stuff. It did not turn out that way. I recieved an e-mail. " Come to my house tonight, we goto casino! - Mark ". Damn, i had organisied the casino night for saturday! ahg! So after a lot of ringing around and messing with EVERYONES plans it was decided that we were going to the casino tonight. I was lucky enough to orgainse a lift with my good friend Nickm and while we were in that part of town picked up an old school friend justin. I was lucky enough to score a lift with my roommate Richard, great! he took me all the way to my friends house. and i totally appreciate it. Met up with everyone at marks house where i caught up with another school friend... Deb! great! she has changed so much. Her hair looks great and she has lost soooooooooooo much weight. Neway. we got to the casino eventually. Bright lights, noise, heaps of people.. that about sums it up. I managed to loose all the money i went in with :) However we left early, because the friends i arrived with won lots, and decided they would only loose for the rest of the night. Suited me, since they bought pizza, chips and alc :) Mmmmmmmm. Jack. i like drinking jack. Neway, we just got plastered and watched movies for the rest of the night., that was pretty much last night. sorry this is breief. however i am in a rush! cya laters! (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 31st, 2000
12:44 am	Supsies??? hehhe, what a weird word. Neway. here is my journal for today! Got up EARLY... for a uni student and an insomina sufferor.. i got up at .. 8:00. planning to have a shower and get to ecu for my group meeting... however the world decided different... my ROOMIE (evil evil person) was using the water... and used ALL OF IT. i had to wait untill like 11 before i got a shower... i coulden't get under the water while it was cold! ahg! In the end one of mt uni mates had to come around ( and get lost in the process) and take me to the meeting... BAH so embarassing! however i did get to hear the very cool extended version of twisted!! fun fun!! Neway, since our meeting (yet again) caused yet another run to the galalaria... inspired by a friend named daniel. DAMN! its like 12:30 i have an early start tommorow. Uhhh, what else did i do.. Nothing really. Urk, tried to play bball... But the lights woulden't turn on. Did microprocessors. uhh.. Talked to some kewl people on the net. and Organised going to the casino on saturday. Lynsey and lots of her friends are going elsewhere. pity :) i love dancing with her, and she will have even more girlfriends with her this sat! woot! oh well, maby i can convince my friends to go and play in northbridge as well as the casino. doubt it though. NEWAY> NEED SLEEP> SLEEP GOOD> (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 30th, 2000
12:20 am	Hello all :) Uni today. You don't know how bad it is to get up at 7:30 in the morning... when you can actually get to sleep ( damn I hate insomnia) you manage to SLEEPWALK, that's right I managed to actually get up, turn off my freaken alarm, and get back into bed without waking up. That is Incredible annoying, since I only had time to pack my bad and leave in order to get to uni. Right, My friend Brad wanted to be put into my journal so this is from him. a quote which he said when I told him my journal entry would be late. "awwwwwwwwwwwww the crowd yells awwwwwwwwwwww the Internet crys awwwwwwwwwwwww the world gose awwwwwwwwwww the universe go awwwwwwwwwww" Well there we go, Apart from a little sting to the gallarea, and a very boring ADA class in the morning, which led to me juggling in class, and generally making a nucence of myself. I also made a paper swan, its really easy if you scrunch up a bit of paper and.... well, your going to have to actually ask me. CHRIST is it 12:00 already??? I need to get up at 10:00 tomorrow for uni, .. uhh, what else happened at uni today.. Played basketball, talked on ICQ Bad general fun with some new friends.. Adrian who works at Woollies at the gallarea. Ate something REALLY bad from the health shop.. like a kebab thing,, which had NO TASTE. Uhhh, some wedges, Looked for a portable UV light to replace karls. Didn't find it. Ohh well. talked to a friend of mine i had a relationship with in Albany, Rebecca, Apparently she is coming up in about a month, so I guess I'm booked to taking her out and showing her a good time. dammit! I can't deal with my own life AND everyone elses. Dave is asking advice for his right now. Bah, there was SO MUCH MORE that happened today which I can't remember, damn my tired memory. neway I'm off to have a shower. ICQ me if you want to have one with me. ha HA! (1 Comment |Comment on this)